Not (un-)Dead Yet: the Twilight New Voices Project

I started following actress Tinsel Korey, famous for playing Emily in the Twilight Saga movies, on Instagram a few months ago. I suppose when you are caught up in a social phenomenon as big as Twilight, it tends to follow you. But, it can offer opportunities, too.

Stephenie Meyer, author of Twilight and its sequels, has announced a contest, The Storytellers: New Voices of Twilight Saga project, to help promote the voices of women in the film industry. She is partnering with Volvo and Tongal to provide cash prizes and commercial distribution for the winning short film written and directed by women.

Entertainment Weekly revealed the six winning screenplays earlier this month.

Korey announced yesterday on her Instagram feed that she has submitted her application to direct one of them and is waiting anxiously to hear if she’s been accepted.

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So, why am I telling you all this?

Because it gives me hope that there might be life left yet in my book Glitter in the Sun. As long as there is interest in Twilight, there’s a chance someone will ask why that is. And I will be here with my little book to answer the question, “because it’s about eternal love and our inborn desire to have it for ourselves.”

Did you love Twilight? Would you be interested in seeing a short film about Saga characters that aren’t named Bella, Edward, Jacob or Renesme? Who?

In Search of Solitude

So, yesterday went something like this….

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Today I was hoping for so much better. Because, who wouldn’t.

So, I let the boys sleep in while I read my Bible and contemplated Life, The Universe and Everything. Then, when they got up I made pancakes per their sweet request.

All was well until I went upstairs to change into my running gear. I heard the fan click on in the downstairs bathroom and the boys bickering, “clean it up.” “No, you clean it up.” “I cleaned it up yesterday! You do it.” “I’m going to tell Mom Isaac peed in the bathroom again.”

Isaac, by the way, is a cat. And there is not a litter box in said bathroom… so this is a problem.


So, in my running gear of course, I bleached the tile floor and set up a litter box in hopes of preventing further feline urinary mishaps. Then ran the empty kitty litter container out to the recycle bin before the garbage men came.

In the five minutes I was outside one of the dogs got on the table and ate a stick of butter. A whole. Stick. Of. Butter. Because, of course.

*yelling* *shaking empty butter dish at dog* *deep sigh*

When we decided to homeschool I committed to making sure the boys got fresh air and exercise every day. So, on Monday, Wednesday and Friday most weeks I run while they ride their bikes. The trail takes us along the river  and I love how every day it is different in our four season climate.

One of my favorite spots on the trail is a hundred-year-old weeping willow tree that reminds me of Grandmother Willow from Pocahontas.

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As I run the boys ride their bikes ahead to pre-determined checkpoints and wait for me to catch up. The willow is one of those spots. Today when I ran past the boys did not pass me, but since the trail loops and I would be turning around soon I didn’t worry about it. It wasn’t long before the voice from the smart phone said “You are halfway through”, so I turned around. Boy 2 was waiting a short distance back down the trail – but I didn’t see Boy 1. And Boy 2 didn’t know where his brother was either.

“Well, let’s go find him,” and we went back toward home together.

As we approached the willow I saw Boy 1 laying on the bench, fingers woven together behind his head, gazing up into the tangled branches. Although it was tempting to be angry for causing me to worry, my overwhelming emotion was envy.

For 10 minutes his brother wasn’t telling him to get out of the way or leave him alone. For 10 minutes there were no parents telling him to hurry up, slow down, clean up, or get things out. For 10 minutes, at least, it was him, the silent river, the whisper of Grandmother Willow, and the whoosh of cars passing by on the road.

It occurs to me that perhaps I should consider intentionally working times of quiet into our schedule. As I type that I think how sad it is that quiet should need to be scheduled at all.


I may have posted this particular blog too early in the day.

Because, wait! There’s more!

*deepest sigh*


Dreaming in Mackinaw

Screen Shot 2014-09-11 at 7.53.31 PMMy husband and I took a few days off and stayed in Mackinaw City, Michigan. I had a horrible cold and woke up in the middle of the night with a sore throat. As I got out of bed to find a cough drop I had a very strong mental image of elderly Indian faces illuminated by firelight and carved sticks hanging thickly from the branches of the trees around me.

I also knew this story:

There were once two sons of a chief as different as day and night. The eldest was a born hunter, broad shouldered and strong. He was also a natural leader who drew respect and attention whenever he spoke. The younger son was a quiet artist and a deep thinker, who kept his thoughts and observations to himself. As you might expect, there existed rivalry between the two extremes, with the older brother often winning his way by force.

It came to happen that the younger son fell sick and lost his voice. The old medicine man told him the voice is a free spirit who once in a while decides to walk about free of the body. In order to lure his voice back the young man needed to carve a “voice stick” and hang it in a nearby tree. If the voice liked his artistry it would return and he would be able to speak once again.

So the young man searched the woods and caught in the low growing shrubs at the edge of a fast flowing stream he found a beautiful stick. It was darkened by it’s time in the cold water, but the wood inside was still fresh, so when he carved it, he knew he could create beautiful designs that would surely draw his voice back to him. Then he remembered his brother’s bullying ways. Nearby was a much larger stick shaped like a war-club. He decided to start carving that stick and if his brother demanded it from him, then he would let him have it, and be able to keep the pretty stick for himself.

It happened as the younger brother expected. The older brother saw the carving on the larger stick and coveted it. Without a voice to defend himself all he could do was let his big brother carry his work away – exactly as he had planned in the first place.

When he was done carving the smaller stick it was indeed a thing of beauty with fish, flowers, bear and deer winding around it in a way that appeared to dance as the stick spun in the wind. The morning after he hung his stick in the tree outside his wigwam his voice had returned.

Several years later illness struck the whole village and many people lost their voices. Voice sticks hung from the trees like icicles. Eventually the voices came back to their people – but not exactly as expected. The older brother’s voice liked the younger brother’s stick so much that when the younger brother was able to speak he found himself speaking with the authority and charisma of the older brother. The younger brother’s voice, with nowhere else to go, occupied the older brother’s body, much to the older brother’s shock and surprise.

The entire village was thrown into chaos as the younger brother took charge and the older brother sat down to carve sticks and tell stories to the children. Eventually equilibrium was found and everyone adjusted to the new normal, until the next time the illness struck. This time the older brother carved his own stick, as beautiful as the younger brother’s, and his voice, pleased with the genuine offering, returned to its rightful place.

Hybrid author: Something old, something new

A printing press in 1568.

A printing press in 1568.

Gutenberg’s press upheaved the business of books, ushering in a new golden age. The shift from rare and expensive knowledge to affordable and commonplace began.

Eventually, publishing houses became gatekeepers, deciding which authors were worthy of ink. The author became a unique and wonderful creature, living on rarefied air and (usually) something addictive.

But change is in the air again. Book stores are closing. Libraries are re-configuring themselves into internet cafes. Authors are having a harder time than ever placing their books with traditional publishing houses. The most powerful of publishing houses, formerly known as “the seven sisters” are now down to three – maybe four – and are constantly merging, shifting and downsizing. (Merrie Destefano, a traditionally published author, writes about how the slow motion crash of Barnes and Nobles affected her, just weeks after the release of her second novel, Feast, from HarperVoyager.)

The catalyst of this change? The e-reader revolution. Digital killed the paperback star.

No one honestly believes the printed book will ever go away. After all, the paperless office was supposed to happen 20-some years ago. But the remaining publishing houses have tightened their belts. Fewer new authors are getting signed, even established authors are getting smaller advances and are being offered less lucrative returns.

On the other hand, with change comes opportunity, for those brave enough to take it.

Those creatures are often called “hybrid authors”.

There are two paths to hybrid authorship. Start by publishing your own book. Maybe you begin with some fanfiction on a website, and you gain a following. You decide to publish your collection in an e-book, which sells well enough to get the attention of a traditional agent or publisher and – suddenly like magic – you are a traditionally published author also.

Or, maybe like my friend Merrie, you’ve gone the traditional route and have had some success. But the outlets have dried  up. The publishing houses aren’t buying your style of story anymore, even though your fans are begging you for more. So, you take matters into your own hands and issue your books yourself.

New, small,  nimble publishing houses are popping up all the time now. The ones that survive have a finger on the pulse of the digital revolution, such as Read The Spirit, the host of this blog and the publisher of my previous two books.


“There’s no place like publication. There’s no place like publication.”

Another model is the author co-op publishing house such as the newly launched Ruby Slippers Media.

I’m really excited to be a part of Ruby Slippers Media as we launch a co-operative service among authors pooling art, editing and marketing resources to create an economical way to get our books to our audiences.

I can’t wait to share with you how it all pans out!

A Poem and A Picture: Food for thought on Detroit

I like to read poems to my boys as a part of their bedtime routine. Right now we’re working through Shel Silverstein’s classic Where The Sidewalk Ends. This poem, Enter This Deserted House, seemed to speak to the lack of respect shown to Detroit from all quarters – including, in many cases, from within.

It didn’t take much effort to find an appropriate “ruin porn” photo to go with it.

Silverstein and Detroit


What do you think?

Working with the YMCA to fight local hunger and homelessness

I'd love to see you there!

I’d love to see you there!


Look what was delivered to my doorstep today!

Of course, this means now the hard work begins…

box of bird on fire