Day 40: Carrying stories to fill the world
You've got choices:
1.) Read our daily chapter in this adventure.
2.) CLICK HERE to read our Partners' reflections.
3.) Add a Comment.
Read John 21:24-25. Or, watch it on video below.
What’s left?
We’ve already enjoyed the most exquisite breakfast we’ve ever tasted in our lives and now the rising sun is at our backs as we return to the rest of our lives. Plus, it’s a holiday season! We’re just about to enjoy Easter dinner with our families and, then — then, we seriously need a good long nap.
So, haven’t we covered everything already?
Almost. There’s one last Thing, hanging there like one of those antique ribbon bookmarks from the final page of the final gospel. That is, if we can remember what’s there in those final verses of John’s 21st Chapter. Can you recall?
It’s books. Lots and lots of books.
Don’t feel bad if this image didn’t immediately leap to the front of your mind. I haven’t met a single person in the many months it took to prepare this 40-day reflection who could recall immediately what was contained in the final verses of the final gospel. Remember that John’s gospel opens with: In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Then 21 chapters later, John closes with lines that include, in most translations, a very curious word: “If.” The final passage goes like this:
There are also many other things that Jesus did. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that would be written.
Translations vary, but the vast majority — including Eugene Peterson’s contemporary paraphrase, “The Message” — position that little word “if” right in the middle of John 21:25.
How strange of John to finish his truly Grand Opera of a gospel in this odd, folksy voice of a storyteller. The style of this line feels more like Tolkien than New Testament, it seems. Remember that John is famous as the gospel writer who casts his scenes in such clear-cut, black-and-white terms: What about Judas? He was a demon, John says. Who carried Jesus’ cross? He carried it alone — period, John says. And so on.
Then, this oddly fuzzy little tag is left hanging off the end of his gospel. This is the very definition of leaving loose ends.
Even though our “Things We Carry” narrative now has run into 40 chapters (not a nice, concise 21 like John’s gospel) — we know what John is talking about when he says that there’s never enough space to exhaust our story. There were a lot more things we could have written about in our meditations. We never explored Things like the crown of thorns, for instance, or the nature of the rooms — from poor homes to imperial halls — through which Jesus passes. In the chapters we have shared with you, lots of details were left on the cutting-room floor, mostly for reasons of clarity and focus.
But, here’s a good example of a gem that was lost in the cutting — and that now sparkles back at us in the context of this final chapter — our final moments together in this Western Lenten season.
Remember “Chapter 22: The Precious Poetry of War’s Rumors” that featured a story about Russian poet Joseph Brodsky?
In that chapter, I described how the poet fled the Soviet Union and, in the mid 1970s, wound up at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor, where he was supposed to teach poetry and immediately collided with his first class of university students. We say “collided” because Brodsky came to the seminar room with a far greater urgency about learning poetry than those shaggy-haired, up-scale American kids could begin to imagine.
It’s true that, as the discussion unfolded in that first session with skeptics in Brodsky’s class, the kids had no initial sense of this poet who would later (in 1987) win the Nobel Prize for Literature. And, it’s true just as we reported in Chapter 22, that he finally did have to explain to these privileged university students that words weren’t merely intellectual toys.
His line, which his students would never forget, was: “If you are sent to a prison camp — the poetry you carry in your memory may be your entire world. So, we must choose well what world we will carry, no?”
However, one detail we didn’t include, because Chapter 22 already was long enough, was that it was me — your guide through "Our Lent: Things We Carry" — who finally, after a long discussion with Brodsky, managed to recite the first Psalm of the evening: Psalm 90. That night, Psalm 90 was recited from the King James Version that includes the remarkable verses:
“We spend our years as a tale that is told. ... So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.”
More than 30 years later, I still recall Brodsky, looking out a window, smoking quietly and nodding his head in the cadence of Psalm 90 as it resonated in the East Quad seminar room in Ann Arbor.
The idea that our spiritual calling involves sharing our stories with one another isn’t something that’s universally celebrated in Christian teaching. There have been long periods and powerful movements in Christian mysticism, over the centuries, that have argued for a spiritual goal of completely submerging our individual lives, hearts and spirits in the body of Christ — to such an extreme degree that we humbly deny any value as individuals.
People talk about “crushing” or even “annihilating” ourselves as individual personalities in our pursuit of mystic union. Many writers and preachers have encouraged others to go and do likewise.
Such voices still echo. The French philosopher turned Christian mystic Simone Weil, whose writing has seen something of a revival in the last couple of decades, wrote to a friend in 1942: “Nothing concerning me can have any kind of importance.” It’s part of a long passage in which she talks about the “valueless” nature of her individual life.
However, if (and this is another enormous “if” like the one that closes John’s gospel) — if Weil’s writings had not survived her death at age 34 of tuberculosis in 1943, the world would have been a poorer place. Her story, although often austere and extreme in its observations, is a powerful gospel in itself. The heroic example of her life, including her commitment to the French Resistance in World War II, and the challenging spiritual ideas she continues to spread throughout the world via her surviving writings, have prompted many people to suggest that she is an ideal saint for our times. Clearly, by the way she lived and wrote, she contradicted her own 1942 argument that her life was unimportant.
There’s proof of this spiritual principle in the works of writers as diverse as Charles Dickens and Jane Austen, Jack Kerouac and C.S. Lewis, Gabriel Garcia Marquez and Joan Didion.
This is why J.R.R. Tolkien ends his Lord of the Rings trilogy with Frodo handing over to his friend Sam the priceless “big book with plain red leather covers” in which he and Bilbo already have filled nearly 80 chapters of the narrative. The story is precious, both because it was experienced at a dire cost in human life and because the narrative the book contains is timeless.
Yet, Frodo does not fill the entire book. He intentionally leaves some blank pages at the end and, as he gives the book to his dear friend Sam, he says, “The last pages are for you.”
This is what John is saying in the closing of his gospel: Not that the story is finished — but that John is finished writing.
He is saying, in effect: The ultimate Thing in our human pilgrimage through God’s creation is the Story itself, the narrative we carry with us into the rest of the world that can connect all things — that can reconcile all things.
So it was shared 2,000 years ago in the last of the last of the gospels.
The message is Timeless and True: Our salvation is inextricably bound up with those Things we choose to carry with us as we move through the world. And, the most important Thing of all that we bear is the Story we have been given to share.
Questions for Reflection:
If someone had only your life as an example, would they assume that Jesus Christ is risen from the dead?
In your life, what are you carrying now? What Story have you been given to share?
HERE's our video version of today's scripture! You should see a video screen below. Click it to play. (If you don't see a screen in your version of this story, CLICK HERE to see the video at YouTube.)
COME BACK TOMORROW -- and for all 40 Days of Lent -- and take your next step along this timeless journey with readers around the world.
MEET OUR PARTNERS! You'll enjoy their rich array of reflections and ideas. You'll find their fresh comments every day at Our Lent!
ADD A COMMENT!
Even if it's just a few words, our readers enjoy hearing from each
other. When you "click" to comment — you don't have to reveal your full
name, although we welcome that. You will have to enter your Email
address (that's how we prevent Spam), but your contact information is
kept private. Please, add a few words.






























Thoughts on Our Lent
Add a Comment
See All Comments
Nice Read
Regards
kosil
Nothing more precious than a little girl reading the Bible! Thanks for giving me a smile on a Monday morning.
Oh my--I've had chickens on the brain lately, and this is a perspective I needed to hear. I've recently felt sort of "hen-pecked" and realized I need to avoid "pecking" on my little chicks. You've helped me shift from pecking to gathering with love. Thanks! I'm going to go write about that now.
The reflection today, in particular this question of the dividing line between cleverness and deceptiveness, made me think of a verse that I had recently passed over in my reading...passed over it without much thought because I was in a hurry but it is clearly a verse that deserves much more reflection! Galatians 5:10--in the Amplified translation the second part of the verse reads 'be mindful to be a blessing.' What a simple statement, but profound. Be mindful to be a blessing, this is a major part of the call of the Christian life. Being a blessing includes meeting obvious needs (for example providing food or shelter to someone who is without) but it can be other things too. Sometimes we are blessing to a person by challenging them to think differently. Sometimes we are a blessing by inviting people to move to a deeper level of faith or by introducing them to new ways of living out faith that they had not before considered. I think someone like Rob Bell (since he was given as an example) is a 'blessing' because he challenges the church and makes us think! Faith that proceeds on autopilot year in and year out needs the reinvigoration of such a 'blessing' in the form of a challenge! Those who have that commendable sense of cleverness, the perspective to see things differently, who are wise to the things of the world but who still can stand in opposition to the destructive ways of the world, are so vital as they use that gift to 'bless' the rest of us into waking up.
One of my favorite philosophers Albert Camus once wrote: "In the middle of winter, I realized that there was inside of me an invincible summer."
Sometimes in deepest Lent, either because of the blinding desert sun or the its' deafening silence,the Falcon can no longer hear the Falconer and the Center seems to no longer hold.
For those of us longing for that invincible summer, I offer the following from Sharon Robinson. She is a back ground singer and fellow song writer with Leonard Cohen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4qSuncGWNs&feature=related
Sent in via Email by Julia Kimmett. Posted here by David Crumm.
JULIA WROTE:
I have noticed that on more than one occasion you have referred to Jesus as being a sort of young maverick taking the world, or at least his part of the world, by storm (for such a young ‘un). While that impression may have great appeal I wondered if you had checked the life span of people in Palestine during Jesus’ day? It seems to me that Jesus was probably more in the realm of being a Senior Citizen of his day than a young man “barely out of his 20s.” On the contrary, 30 – 33 was more likely well beyond middle age and more equivalent to 60 – 70 in this day and age and reflecting this gives a whole other twist to who he was.
Just my comment for today. Thanks for the great work.
-- Julia
MJ and Jerry, thank you for taking time out of your lives that are so full with family and teaching and healthcare and community building and every other kind of peace in action. You are a constant inspiration to me, and I'm grateful that you're using this forum to inspire others to do small things with great love, in the sweet spirit of Mother Teresa.
Wow what a lovely idea. we walk everyday and that is just what we need.
Thank you for the wonderful words written in Lent: Things We Carry. I will put on my walking shoes and continue my journey....one day at a time beginning each day with a good read!
Thank you for sharing these wonderful insights and enriching thoughts. This will be a daily stop on my Lenten journey.
I've been working with Tonya Arnesen for several months and I've been present when the sentiments she writes about in Our Lent have been lived out in her life. She knows the reality of life in Detroit and she continues to lift up the hope that is God's continuing gift to all peoples and communities that are struggling.
Time to go! I remember packing a U-Haul and moving from Arizona to Michigan. The anticipation and excitement of going home carried me a long way, but if it wasn't for the friends I had at the other end, I would never have been able to get the things I had packed out of the truck and into the house. It is good to have a friend at the end of the trip. I look forward to seeing the face of my friend at the end of this Lenten journey!
Thank You for this Lenten ministry.
I look forward to reading it each day.
I so enjoyed last year's journey. I am looking forward to this year.
Welcome to OurLent!
It's going to be a wonderful journey this year. Please add a comment by clicking on the link above.
It just takes a moment — and our readers appreciate hearing from other men and women.
Add a Comment
See All Comments